With my boyfriend, Lloyd. I hate it so much, I love him too much to let this go on. He just doesn't understand me. I do not choose to have this eating disorder, but I do. He yells at me all the time for it. It hurts so much, I would love to be able to eat what he eats. Worst part of it all, is he told his best friend Ross. I have lost all my trust in him. Ross is my best friends boyfriend, Ross does not believe in secrets[lame excuse for gossiping and being nosey] so he will tell Jordan, who doesn't need an excuse to tell everyone under the sun, so what is going to happen is, instead of celibrating my 18th birthday with my friends, i will be in a room at David Lurance singing love songs, saying we are all beautiful. Fuck this.
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